Alas, my mental state has confused many, including myself. I'm not sure if I'm mentally ill, or just... I don't know.
I'm taking a sabbatical from a website I'm heavily active in because of personal trouble... I'll be posting here while I'm gone so those at the site will be assured that I'm still alive, despite the fact that it's not my whole spiel that is the problem.
So... I heard a song by Radiohead recently that I really liked, and then I found out the album it's on, and so I'm going to buy it tomorrow. Great song, kind of sad, but really amazingly good. Yay.
Anyways... I am mentally exhausted, and I'm going to try and take control of my life instead of standing by and observing everything else. I'm tired of it.
I'm sick and tired of it. So I'm going to work on it, and, hopefully, I'll actually succeed in my plight. You'll know if I fail by the wailing and the sudden activeness on here of depressing musicality and many pictures of sadness accompanied by the cynical text about how everything sucks.
And so I'm off, to write... and I'll probably text a friend of mine later and talk to him. Whatever.
Have fun while I'm gone, people from site!
Loves, and Santi!
(Lyrical title from: There There by Radiohead.)
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2 comments:
If you think sabbatical will help, I'm going to agree with you - which doesn't mean that I wouldn't miss you at the site. :S
Hope everything works out, dear. *hugs*
As a survivor of mucho online drama, know this; When you turn off your computer, half the people cease to exist.
Don't sweat it. Have a break and reconnect with yourself.
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