I like mirrors. I always have. Not to look at myself in, but... I dunno. I like the thought that you could distort images using glass that showed yourself. I'm not making sense, I know, but... I dunno.
I like mirrors, though. They intrigue me. Distorted images, etc. But, question. Can a mirror distort your soul? I'm always going to be looking for a mirror that won't do that to me. My soul is probably very beautiful, and my mirrors never seem to capture that beauty. At least, not to me. Every mirror I've ever owned has always highlighted my flaws, my weaknesses, not my strengths. But those faults have always been shallow, never deep enough in me to not show through.
But, honey, these mirrors aren't big enough to show the person I want everyone to see. They aren't big enough to show my true beauty.
I've got two secrets that I'm going to make for PostSecret. I'll send them off next week, maybe.
I'm just so... I dunno. I was leaving M-town today for Mo-town, and I was just REALLY uncomfortable. I don't get this bad this often, but... I was just sitting there, trying to listen to some music that I'm familiar with, and... it wasn't working. I leaned back my chair and I cried silently to myself. My tears didn't come out, thank goodness, but I felt terrible.
I got to see one of my best friends EVER today. I'll probably make a post all about him, since he's more family to me now that just my friend.
Nothing is really going on now. I'm just waiting to find some pictures that will help me express myself to Frank Warren.
Until later, then.
Friday, March 9, 2007
Sunday, March 4, 2007
Well, This Is An Interesting Turn Of Events
Holy crap. Holy holy holy crap.
Can't talk a lot right now about why I'm all "EEEK!", but, seriously, if you knew... you'd be that way, too.
In other news, I am LEAVING THIS TOWN BEHIND... by Friday... I'll prolly get a counter online and set it up somewhere where I can be all "YAY!" or whatever.
I kind of don't want to leave (kind of used loosely), since, you know, I'm not a recluse, so I made friends... but they know my online stuff, so it's chill. Plus, I can still see them at band events, etc.
And some may even go to the same college as me...
Whatever, I'm gonna go... get that counter... Laters
Can't talk a lot right now about why I'm all "EEEK!", but, seriously, if you knew... you'd be that way, too.
In other news, I am LEAVING THIS TOWN BEHIND... by Friday... I'll prolly get a counter online and set it up somewhere where I can be all "YAY!" or whatever.
I kind of don't want to leave (kind of used loosely), since, you know, I'm not a recluse, so I made friends... but they know my online stuff, so it's chill. Plus, I can still see them at band events, etc.
And some may even go to the same college as me...
Whatever, I'm gonna go... get that counter... Laters
Friday, March 2, 2007
"Best Friends, Ex Friends 'Til The End...
...Better off as lovers, and not the other way around."
It's been a few days, mostly because I like to pretend that I have a life when, really, I'm on blogger, stalking my favorite ones.
Here's something you should know before I tell you my piece of news: I have two best friends. "Best friends" meaning "Ay dios mio, I love you so much, I would die for you if I had to, and I KNOW you would die for me, too, because we think on the same brainwaves". Two people not in my family (because I have a lot of family that I would die for) that I would WILLINGLY put my life on the line for, should it become necessary.
Their names are Ariel and Elias. Ariel and I have been friends for four years (I feel like that's a long damn time). I first met her in seventh grade, during fourth period. Science. It was the second day of school, and she was (kind of) new. (I say kind of, because she had lived in M-town until third grade, then moved to Sin City.) We had to partner up. All my other friends already had. She sat in front of me. I tapped on her shoulder and asked if she wanted to be my partner. She said yes, so we were.
Later, we both found out that our schedules were pretty much the same, save for two subjects. Ironically, I have math when she had social studies, and then I went to ss, and she went to math.
Ariel has been my best friend since the end of freshman year, probably before that. I love her to pieces. We have been through tons: boyfriends, stupid (ex-)boyfriends, non-existent boyfriends, those non-existent boyfriends "dying" (long story for another time). There's more, but I can't be bothered to remember it all just for the sake of you (possibly non-reading) people.
My other best friend is a person I've only known for about one and a half years. I met him (surprise, surprise) through Ariel. He was in her math class, so he talked to her when she and I were getting lunch. Soon, he and I started hanging around each other more. Just after that, we were basically inseperable, when we had classes. We hung out so much that my math teacher said (not asked, mind you) we were dating. Uh, no. Also, this girl that thought she loved him and stalked him for a time growled at Ariel (after Ariel touched his shoulder) and threw me into a wall (I wish I could say it was an accident.) His name is Elias.
After that little "wall" incident, he and I decided to just let people think we were dating, if only to make that chick go away (she scared the crap out of him).
I love Elias to pieces. He's been texting me tons over the past two days. Thank goodness for school, else I'd have to erase half an inbox worth of messages just to talk to him.
I can't remember what the point was to this post, but it was fun to talk about them.
By the way, those two up ^there ^ are my best friends EVER. I also have friends that I can see (FTICS, for future reference), and awesome friends that live all over (AFTLAO, for future reference) that come from the interweb. Woot. I suppose that explains the fact that I have a blog IN FINNISH on my "Blogs That Rock" list. She's my Finnish buddy, Tiina. Hi, Tiina!
Maybe I'll post more about my other friends later... like, Sunday, since I'm going to pretend that I actually HAVE a life outside the interweb and my phone. Here's to hoping.
Listening to: A mixed list consisting of Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, and The Blood Brothers. Woot.
It's been a few days, mostly because I like to pretend that I have a life when, really, I'm on blogger, stalking my favorite ones.
Here's something you should know before I tell you my piece of news: I have two best friends. "Best friends" meaning "Ay dios mio, I love you so much, I would die for you if I had to, and I KNOW you would die for me, too, because we think on the same brainwaves". Two people not in my family (because I have a lot of family that I would die for) that I would WILLINGLY put my life on the line for, should it become necessary.
Their names are Ariel and Elias. Ariel and I have been friends for four years (I feel like that's a long damn time). I first met her in seventh grade, during fourth period. Science. It was the second day of school, and she was (kind of) new. (I say kind of, because she had lived in M-town until third grade, then moved to Sin City.) We had to partner up. All my other friends already had. She sat in front of me. I tapped on her shoulder and asked if she wanted to be my partner. She said yes, so we were.
Later, we both found out that our schedules were pretty much the same, save for two subjects. Ironically, I have math when she had social studies, and then I went to ss, and she went to math.
Ariel has been my best friend since the end of freshman year, probably before that. I love her to pieces. We have been through tons: boyfriends, stupid (ex-)boyfriends, non-existent boyfriends, those non-existent boyfriends "dying" (long story for another time). There's more, but I can't be bothered to remember it all just for the sake of you (possibly non-reading) people.
My other best friend is a person I've only known for about one and a half years. I met him (surprise, surprise) through Ariel. He was in her math class, so he talked to her when she and I were getting lunch. Soon, he and I started hanging around each other more. Just after that, we were basically inseperable, when we had classes. We hung out so much that my math teacher said (not asked, mind you) we were dating. Uh, no. Also, this girl that thought she loved him and stalked him for a time growled at Ariel (after Ariel touched his shoulder) and threw me into a wall (I wish I could say it was an accident.) His name is Elias.
After that little "wall" incident, he and I decided to just let people think we were dating, if only to make that chick go away (she scared the crap out of him).
I love Elias to pieces. He's been texting me tons over the past two days. Thank goodness for school, else I'd have to erase half an inbox worth of messages just to talk to him.
I can't remember what the point was to this post, but it was fun to talk about them.
By the way, those two up ^there ^ are my best friends EVER. I also have friends that I can see (FTICS, for future reference), and awesome friends that live all over (AFTLAO, for future reference) that come from the interweb. Woot. I suppose that explains the fact that I have a blog IN FINNISH on my "Blogs That Rock" list. She's my Finnish buddy, Tiina. Hi, Tiina!
Maybe I'll post more about my other friends later... like, Sunday, since I'm going to pretend that I actually HAVE a life outside the interweb and my phone. Here's to hoping.
Listening to: A mixed list consisting of Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, and The Blood Brothers. Woot.
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