Part One of My Confessions

I feel like Usher when I say that title...

I know that I said that I was making postcards for PostSecret, but... I dunno. I probably will, so be patient.

But this is one confession from me: I used to "love" someone... who didn't love me. At all. I wasted about ten months and thousands of heartaches and tears on him, and he never even liked me. I thought I loved him... it hurt like love did when he burned my soul at the stake... and now I'm over him.

So, that's why I focus my affections on stars of music, like Taking Back Sunday's Matt and Adam, or Fall Out Boy's Pete and Patrick. Because I've never met them, I can invent them to be who I want them to be. They can't be ruined in my mind until I meet them. To me, they are perfect. To me, they are everything I want them to be.

So, whatever. I find that loving celebrities that are who I want them to be is easier than loving someone I know and getting hurt again.

I'll post my postcards in a few days... I just need to make them, scan them, mail them, and then post their images.

Later.